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April 2012

fouroftwo:

foolishoptimism:

fouroftwo:

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foolishoptimism replied to your post: the cruelest joke

yeah it’s very unfortunate because the alternative would have let to really interesting possibilities

personally i think it’s unfortunate because if you want to escape from life you can’t and that makes one feel extremely trapped and bad sometimes

but yes your thing works too

oh that’s what i meant kind of, to be able to avoid living your life without having to not exist

i don’t really care about “life” after death

oh cool okay i misunderstood

high-five for feeling shitty

hey at least we have death on earth

i.e. sleeping all the time and not doing things and not caring about accountability

if there’s one thing i’m grateful for it’s the release sleep gives from life

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fouroftwo:

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foolishoptimism replied to your post: the cruelest joke

yeah it’s very unfortunate because the alternative would have let to really interesting possibilities

personally i think it’s unfortunate because if you want to escape from life you can’t and that makes one feel extremely trapped and bad sometimes

but yes your thing works too

oh that’s what i meant kind of, to be able to avoid living your life without having to not exist

i don’t really care about “life” after death

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March 2012

get lonely
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itfeelslikegold replied to your post: i hate summer

could you use the money you’d spend on the plane ticket to india to like live for the summer??? idk i’m sorry arka :(

well i mean i don’t even know where i would stay for a whole like three months!

it would be so expensive to rent an apartment

and i’m so mad i can’t take summer classes because they’re not covered by financial aid!

Mar 31, 20121 note
okay high school english students (and a few complaining college students)

if a profesor says that your interpretion of a book or poem isn’t right

it’s not because they’re so vain they think only they know the capital-T truth

or that they just accept some standard evaluation of a work

but more likely

it’s because you probably haven’t adequately and completely accounted for how everything in a work contributes to your oh-so-holy-and-profound position

most professors i know love it when students form original theses because you know it’s boring to hear the same thing regurgitated fifty times (with exceptions)

and really

who’s more likely to be “right”?

someone who’s spent their whole life studying how meaning comes from blots of ink

or some kid who thinks his weak and poorly-formed opinions are so cool that they have to be right????

literature isn’t just random opinions

it’s a method(s) of how we read

how we take signifiers and determine what’s signified

etc.

god

just shut up

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i hate summer

i wish summer weren’t coming so quickly 

i wish i could just stay at school forever without paying

i wish i didn’t have to call “home” some other country where I hate living

i wish i could just have a home

i wish i could do things on my own

i wish i could do things

i wish it weren’t so expensive just to live

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It Ends With A Fall Okkervil River

“it ends with a fall”
okkervil river 

I know it’s coming down and see it shattering me
it doesn’t matter to me,
and I’m not sadder for seeing it come.
I’m not going to run.
I will just come
when I am called.

okkervil river “gets” life

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young people in the US are so obsessed with "who they are"

it’s such a bizarre thing

everyone is trying to be “who they are” and make “who they are”

but most people will probably never escape who they really are, as passive beings mostly ruled by bodies and customs and needs and a lack of consciousness

but

remember

“be yourself”

whatever that is

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i guess the niceness of no mwf classes besides heidegger is slightly offset by having four classes on tuesday and thursday, that too with three all at once

but that’s what i have now kind of

but man it’s gonna be weird going from 20th century america to reading greek to reading middle english all right after one another

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Mar 31, 2012

“the president of the Faulkner society” 

well

i guess i’m taking the modern american novel next semester

Mar 31, 2012
i give bu's humanities departments a lot of shit sometimes

but

there are really outstanding scholars here

and i should be really glad about (and take advantage of) the fact that I can take a Chaucer class taught by a Chaucer expert, a Faulkner class by possibly THE BEST faulkner scholar in the world, a class on ulysses taught by a huge joyce scholar, etc.

it’s really great, and maybe one of the slight advantages of big-ish universities???

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one thing's for sure

mr-president:

foolishoptimism:

mr-president:

foolishoptimism:

history is cyclical

if only because of the limited capacity of the human intellect and ethic

I think this is the main thrust of the idea that those who forget history are doomed to repeat it.

if you will, it’s a struggle of power between the learned and those who dismiss learning, or something of that manner

And my god, we have too many of the latter and not enough of the former, which is probably the basic pattern of most of human history; the only reason we’re stuck on this miserable rock and not flung throughout the far reaches of the galaxy.

Evolution is ill-equipped to create interstellar explorers, I think.

i mean it’s understandable (which is maybe why we don’t realize we’re so harsh on antiquity/medieval times [which of course are states of being denominated in retrospect])

since all I can think of right now is Melville:

as Ishmael’s project in Moby-Dick shows, education and the pursuit of knowledge are kind of doomed to inaccuracy (like art’s attempt to capture the experience of life [“the Platonic Leviathan” hehe]) and so it’s all kind of silly, but it’s obviously all very important because we obviously all live in a knowledge- and meaning-based world, for us individuals and as societies.

same w/ postmodernism’s rejection of overwhelming narrative structures and ideas of centricism and Truth and Knowledge and Etc.

point is, there’s always a degree of intellectual sophistication in dismissing grand intellectual and academic and social institutions and so on.

but like all things human beings construct, these ideas are a center that cannot hold, and kind of exploded in the second half of the twentieth century, and then with the age of the internet, where basically information explodes into everything and nothing at once, and it has a crazy effect on how we think about things, but most importantly, it makes complex ideas and theories and criticisms so accessible and misrepresentable to an incapable readership, and these ideas previously restrained to dusty, academic offices shelved with old tomes, but now angry 13 year olds are like YEAHH ANARCHY WOOO

it’s a lot like how people misunderstand the complexity and ingenuity behind poetry, and think that poetry is a simple and uncontained act, when even the most liberal “Canon” poets have been well-versed (hehe) in the history of the poetic form and figures

and anyway

it’s all very dumb

and there’s always this imbalance that is hard to put off in a fair and just way

of course

i’m no historian or sociologist or anything………. this all pure conjecture… 

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one thing's for sure

mr-president:

foolishoptimism:

history is cyclical

if only because of the limited capacity of the human intellect and ethic

I think this is the main thrust of the idea that those who forget history are doomed to repeat it.

if you will, it’s a struggle of power between the learned and those who dismiss learning, or something of that manner

Mar 31, 20128 notes

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fouroftwo replied to your post: i’m gonna try to never ever read my high school thesis paper ever again

i am not a bad writer it’s just that this topic is too big for an undergrad thesis it should’ve been a dissertation it’s 45 pages now and i still have to do a conclusion and the edits will add at least 10 pages AHHHHH

i am so scared to write an honors thesis (/-es?)

you are a brave soul, megan

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i'm gonna try to never ever read my high school thesis paper ever again

in my whole life

unless i want to be like “hey guys, you think you’re bad writers, CHECK OUT THIS THING”

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wow i totally forgot how obsessed with irony i was senior year in high school

my high school thesis was basically me trying to make sense of the absurdity and compassion found within ironic works (i think???) and then i kind of got distracted by the pre-modern things and ideas and frameworks

i need to read more postmodern literature

or

at least finish dfw’s works

or at least reread “e unibus pluram”

irony’s great

anyway there’s a professor at bu who’s like THE contemporary literary and theory guy, and he teaches a bunch of postmodern fiction classes, and there’s this one I found on irony in post-wwii fiction, and man irony’s really crazy. i wish it weren’t a graduate level class.

i wish i had more time to sink into texts and relax

well

i guess i do

now

Mar 31, 20121 note

leonsumbitches:

other people’s friendships make me really happy when i see them i just go :3 :3 :3 and dissolve into a puddle of cute

haha

i thought you said “other people’s friendships make me really happy when they dissolve”

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one thing's for sure

history is cyclical

if only because of the limited capacity of the human intellect and ethic

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Of ≠ -'ve

morbles:

Ugh. Some people.

morgan this makes up for the time we had an argument about prefixes

Mar 31, 20127 notes
ok

from now on

i’m gonna do only things i need to do

starting now

here we go

how long will he last? the crowd anxiously wonders

time will tell

just kidding time is a weird projection of the space of consciousness

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“The part I enjoy most is not the doing, but the noticing. Noticing the way she smells like oversugared coffee, and the difference between her smile and her photographed smile, and the way she bites her lower lip, and the pale skin of her back. I just want the pleasure of noticing these things at a safe distance - I don’t want to have to acknowledge that I am noticing.” —

(via willgraysonwillgrayson)

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yeah I came to the gates of the fabled pink city
hungry and tired and mad as all hell
swing low, sweet jewel-encrusted chariot
make me young again, make me well

“Jaipur”
The Mountain Goats 

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top favorite writers off the top of my head, no order
  • david foster wallace
  • william faulkner
  • jd salinger
  • john green
  • herman melville
  • dostoyevsky
  • plato
  • oh right jk rowling
  • chaucer
  • shakespeare
  • maybe dave eggers
  • maybe albert camus
  • roald dahl
  • tobias wolff

there are more, also the list got longer than i thought

obviously there are a lot of writers i like who are good or even brilliant

but there are the ones who really transform or empathize or have fun or suck me in or are just too great for me to comprehend

it’s not about language or theory or fame or impact or anything

it’s just about experiences and making reading an experience of connection and understanding and ahhh

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#literature #books
“Let me repeat. I have not read all the work of this present generation of writing. I have not had time yet. So I must speak only of the ones I do know. I am thinking now of what I rate the best one, Salinger’s Catcher in the Rye, perhaps because this one expresses so completely what I have tried to say. A youth, father to what will—must—someday be a man, more intelligent than some and more sensitive than most, who—he would not even have called it by instinct because he did not know he possessed it because God perhaps had put it there, loved man and wished to be a part of mankind, humanity, who tried to join the human race and failed. To me, his tragedy was not that he was, as he perhaps thought, not tough enough or brave enough or deserving enough to be accepted into humanity. His tragedy was that when he attempted to enter the human race, there was no human race there. There was nothing for him to do save buzz, frantic and inviolate, inside the glass wall of his tumbler, until he either gave up or was himself, by himself, by his own frantic buzzing, destroyed.” —William Faulkner
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#william faulkner #the sound and the fury #jd salinger #The Catcher in the Rye
OMG, guys. Faulkner predicted Tumblr.

caitlin-kelly:

[Holden Caulfield’s] tragedy was that when he attempted to enter the human race, there was no human race there. There was nothing for him to do save buzz, frantic and inviolate, inside the glass wall of his tumbler, until he either gave up or was himself, by himself, by his own frantic buzzing, destroyed.

— “A word to young writers,” 24 April 1958

it’s super cool to think about writers encountering other writers well after their time.

we think of texts and authors, sometimes, as isolated manufacturers of art, but it’s really just a meshed up network of art encountering art, and the writer of man-child narrators and Quentin Compson encountering young Holden Caulfield.

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hey arka I love you and miss you a lot okay

teryyyyn i love you

Mar 30, 20121 note
oh my god it's election season

this means i should probably start watching the daily show and colbert again

because

really why not

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“it’ll go to 100% of people being dependent on the government for something fairly critical: your health, and your life”

right

that’s not true but

i know man

what an awful concept

i know man

we should just let people die

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“freedom”

“war”

“the bible”

“politics”

“tradition”

“rights”

“nation”

it’s just

why

a few years ago i figured out why people are dumb

people care about ideas instead of people

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mitsukake:

“Use of polite language in an argument leads to perception of weakness”

note-a-bear:

everythingbutharleyquinn:

deaf-autie:

Another reason why being nice when your shit’s on the line isn’t going to get you anywhere. 

Yeah, basically, I think when you play too much into that ‘be polite so people will listen’ thing you actually reinforce disparate power dynamics that allow more privileged people to believe they’re doing you a FAVOUR by listening, so you’re still at a disadvantage. 

Well, I’ll be damned.

Awesome. Seeing all the things I do when I talk deemed socially weak does wonders for my self esteem. I’m just going to go crawl in a hole now.

And yet, this article really just confirms what an adversarial society we live in that in order to be effective in your arguments, you have to overpower the other person, because having a mutually beneficial conversation is completely out of the question. I fucking hate everything.

hey I heard about this guy Socrates, he makes the weak argument appear to be the strong argument, pretty cool huh, you should check him out

he’s also an atheist (major internet points!) and knows about things in the heavens

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god

now i just want to watch digimon all over again

i’ve seen it in the american dub (gross)

and the first two seasons in the japanese english dub

but i want to see the japanese original now

so good

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"digimon is such a better anime than pokemon," I said

my roommate isn’t talking to me now

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“When real life gets unbearably and irresolvably difficult and meaningless and cruel, one can always find comfort in books, for it is there that meaning becomes your tool to manipulate, where you are the master, and the text, your slave.” —Friedrich Nietzsche, The Will to Power
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#fake quote of the day

i just want

to sleep

and die

t.

the hugest injustice ever committed in history is making it impossible to just eat and sleep all your life, at least practically.

Mar 29, 2012
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i can't lie

i feel terrible inside of me

i feel like someone took poop and put it inside my stomach

and then

ran away

while pooping

in my body

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The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins

quicksummary:

The Lottery meets Battle Royale meets Cake Boss.

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